Hi im a 50 year old male i have an autistic son i my self have had major thoughts of being different i really never had any friends i get really distressed with emotions and new people i have melt diowns if my routine is disturbed im obsseive when i like something i have a lot of difficulty in social evens ive spken to my adult daughter and she said that her brother my son was so similair to me and i should get a test im on anti depressnats to control my emotions my gp said im not autistic because i work but ive found out my employer who are descent tell new employees please dont upset him or he will react badly my gran told my mum she thought i was autistic as a child but i only found this 4 years ago i did online test i know this is not reliable but it said i had severe autism and should get help but my gp wont help i just seem to going round in circles i just need to understand why i cant seem to understand this world any advice would be welcome
