my mum, good person, everyone gets along with her. the only reason i hadnt done anything to myself was because i didnt want to hurt her feelings. without her id have no one in this life. and when she leaves id probably be pretty crushed so i guess id need help in changing my life somehow before that.
not very close with my dad, tbh i think hes got some sort of mental problem too that is so obvious im amazed it went under the radar too which proves out entire system sucks. but yeah hes more hostile and not very understanding and would have tossed me out soon after high school if it wasnt for my mum. hell he drove me to college and tried to force me to join college against my will when i was fresh out of high school and he full well knew that i had a *** experience in school and was alienated and wasnt gonna wanna join any school environment again. he even said he didnt want kids anyway, think he just viewed kids as a possible winning lottery ticket if we ever made it in life, which didnt turn out very well if thats what he wanted lol always asked my mom why she stayed with him, always financial excuses. such is the life of working class in modern day wage slave system.
its a form of chinese kung fu. some say it was made by a monk who watched a snake and a crane fight then taught it to a woman to use it to fight against a warlord that wanted to subjegate her and take her as a wife. but in reality it was probably actually just formed as a simplified version of the snake and crane form merged cut out the useless stuff and simplifiied and made more direct then taught and spread by rebels during one of chinas martial arts bans. it then got passed onto some guy called ip man, who there are many films about, and he then passed it on a bit to bruce lee but that is slightly disputed as bruce lee only started training after ip man retired so alot of people say it was actually a student of ip man that taught bruce instead called wong shun leung or something. but ip man gets credit because it sounds more fanciful to be taught by him.
