Why Does It Hurt *Updated*

Do you actually play a part? Is it interactive? 

Thank you Plastic. I'm really freaked out and scared. You're helping so much. I'm being dragged out on hubbys errands soon, I don't think he wants to leave me alone.

Time for a deep breath, followed by a "reframing".

1: You are home, warm and safe. 

2: you don't actually have to DO anything at all. Although finding your happier place is a very good idea.

3: Work is about money and social stuff, it isn't your entire life, even though there is immense external pressure for you to see things that way.

4: You actually have many, many, choices how to move forwards, and not just the one unmentionable one. All you need to do is give yourself time to find a promising one. In such situations, when my conscious mind is failing me, I carefully put such choices on "the back burner" (which I believe to be another way of saying, "I hand the task off to the subconscious part of my mind") and either sleep, roll a decent joint (acts as an emotional painkiller) or engage in some displacement activity until I get some sort of idea what to do next.

It's worth watching some of the ride videos where people take a cam with them - some are thrill rides - lots of g-force - some are experience rides - I'm dying to do "Rise Of The Resistance" in the Disney Studios - it's a 15-minute Star-Wars extravaganza where you become a member of The Resistance and have to escape from Kylo Ren - it's amazing.

u're ok, honest,, relax,,  no harm done   bye. gg. i have to feed the kids :)

That's great

there's a youtube channel called DisneyFoodBlog  (DFB) that reviews everything going on in the parks - I keep up to date 

I watched one last week reviewing Hamburgers - from $12 to $24 - my mouth was watering....

New Orleans theme and river boat sounds fantastic 

ok this is a nothing no harm done I'm out. my mistake.

It's like a massive park - 44sq miles !    and the Magic Kingdom and Epcot etc. are within the big grounds so you are litereally transported to another world.      There's hotels all over the place with different themes (and prices) but the one we like is based on a New Orleans theme - with it's own riverboat to take you to the shopping / night-life area

This is scaring me

thats ok  I cant proceed. 

Sounds amazing though

I've never been, closest I've got is seaside pier rides.

Have you ever been?      We're looking at a Disney hotel and then trying a different hotel every evening for or dinner-  try them all!

I really don't want to answer that. I'm sorry. I should never have posted. I'm sorry.

2 week thorough park bashing! Definitely! 

its ok to have suicidal thoughts  

Are you feeling so bad that you are thinking about suicide?

If you fancy a good nerding, we're trying to organise a Disney holiday for March 2022 - trying to decide on a 1-week ninja-style or a 2-week thorough park-bashing.

I think I should never have made my post. I'm so stupid. 

I didn't say it, they said I wasn't myself and to see Dr or hospital.