Why Does It Hurt *Updated*

I don't know where else to turn.

Had a therapy appointment yesterday, GP appointment tomorrow. I'm really hurting, but I can't tell anyone. The "S" word has consequences. I just can't say it, I cant cope with what might happen I'f I do.

It's ok, I don't expect any replies, I'm not after attention. I just needed somewhere I could be honest with myself.

Sorry.

*Thank you so much everyone for your kindness, you are all truly amazing people.

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  • Hi Pikl,

    Sorry to hear about this I think that the fact you're having a GP appointment is a good thing. Make sure you are honest with them that's the best you can do.

    I do want to say this, even though I don't know you and that I've never met you and most likely never will.

    Do not underestimate your value to your self and the world/people around you. There are treatments, things and people that can help you get through this. Anti-depressents do work for a lot of people, its worth trying them there is no harm in trying them.

    If you do get really bad you owe it to your self to tell someone how you feel and explore ways you can help self before you take an irreversible step. Just see what you can do to help put your self together and use everything at your disposal, explore every possible option, even if that means just taking yourself to a hospital and tell them how you feel.

    You have an obligation to your self as a being of value, to look after yourself as best as you possibly can.

    I really, really don't want to make this about me so I will just say this... I've had a tough time recently being diagnosed with autism and having other issues but you and this forum has helped me even when I just read and don't get involved, and I think it's worth seeing "Pikl" pop up on the feed.

    I love reading your posts and replies and there is value and something to learn from what you have said and in what you will say in the future.

    Don't worry about posting on this forum everyone here wants what's best for you.

    O

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  • Hi Pikl,

    Sorry to hear about this I think that the fact you're having a GP appointment is a good thing. Make sure you are honest with them that's the best you can do.

    I do want to say this, even though I don't know you and that I've never met you and most likely never will.

    Do not underestimate your value to your self and the world/people around you. There are treatments, things and people that can help you get through this. Anti-depressents do work for a lot of people, its worth trying them there is no harm in trying them.

    If you do get really bad you owe it to your self to tell someone how you feel and explore ways you can help self before you take an irreversible step. Just see what you can do to help put your self together and use everything at your disposal, explore every possible option, even if that means just taking yourself to a hospital and tell them how you feel.

    You have an obligation to your self as a being of value, to look after yourself as best as you possibly can.

    I really, really don't want to make this about me so I will just say this... I've had a tough time recently being diagnosed with autism and having other issues but you and this forum has helped me even when I just read and don't get involved, and I think it's worth seeing "Pikl" pop up on the feed.

    I love reading your posts and replies and there is value and something to learn from what you have said and in what you will say in the future.

    Don't worry about posting on this forum everyone here wants what's best for you.

    O

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