I recently started a new job, and have already had lots of issues and have had to ask for help multiple times. Every day I constantly reflect on each instance I needed support and feel so much embarrasment and shame. I feel so stupid all the time and I can't stop thinking about it.
I haven't been diagnosed yet but I am on the waiting list - so I haven't discussed this with my employer and don't want to as I have already given her so much trouble and don't want to make her regret hiring me.
(I am currently in between therapists, so I will have more support soon but not at the moment)