i need help

sorry my family cant afford that attitude, Its me that has to change  and its working so I am continuing to change and work as best I can

you cant fit a round peg into a square hole i hav lost jobs to bettter to try and find were you fit !!!

fair enough  nothing  wrong with wanting to  be you without change.

however i am trying to fix myself because i have lost jobs due to my behaviour which has to change so i can still provide for my family.  

By trying and wanting to fix myself i am becoming a better person anyway  and know more knowledge into the ways you can actually change how u think which benefits you  & your relationships and your own happiness.

if u are happy as u are,, dont change a thing,,,,,  thats one of the great things I have discovered ,,,,,, its incredibly stupid and amazing at the same time !

hang on i know there is nothing wrong with me i dont want to fix my self to be like every one else i tryed to talk to people all my life and thay dont make sence when i put forward my poin of view thay run for the hills i just want to find people like me !!!!!!!!!!

i am a bit like that, my therapist got nowhere with my tough autistic mind. I decided to do it myself ( with meditation )  It was then I realised just how tough the autistic mind is things that takes months for a typical mind takes twice as long with the tough resisting autistic mind. OK thats what I have found.  

tha fact that your dad was autistic is useful information you would need to tell your assessors. If you have any evidence of this would be great  but if u dont then dont worry I would already believe you are autistic.    

people have been telling me all my life i am weird 11 prety sure my dad was autistic to this all makes to much sence to me i have been trying to be like everybody else all me life and i have told lots of people things that most people do dont make any sence have sceen 2 or3 threpests but becouse i am really good at marsking i felt like it was a game and would run rings round them 

ok thats good the wait is about 1-2 years. But you are clearly dyslexic to me --- which often comes with autism.  When did  your GP refer u ?

DId ur mum or anyone else ever indicate\say to u you, that u are autistic or "Weird"?

yes i have done that he konws me a bit and agrees that i prob am autistic but seems like it could be a long wait  for a test

Forgot to say

Welcome to this forum

so, it is very likely  u have dyslexia as well.

you need to go to your GP and ask for an autism assessment. 

Have u any other diagnoses?