Its been about 5months since diagnosis.
what ive found is like im regressing more now ihave a name to call my condition.
i dont seem to be able find any balance, everything is either too much or too little.
the only thing that doesnt ruin my day is absolutely nothing. a complete absence of activity.
This makes me feel very depressed.
most days i have 2-3 suicidal thoughts.
Whereas ive observed some have veiwed diagonsis as a freedom i see only a prison
i cant escape.
i wish i could copy the positivity of some of you, but i just cant im tired of copying.
tired of struggling everyday.
