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ASDish

Its been about 5months since diagnosis.

what ive found is like im regressing more now ihave a name to call my condition.

i dont seem to be able find any balance, everything is either too much or too little.


the only thing that doesnt ruin my day is absolutely nothing. a complete absence of activity.

This makes me feel very depressed.

most days i have 2-3 suicidal thoughts. 

Whereas ive observed some have veiwed diagonsis as a freedom i see only a prison

i cant escape.

i wish i could copy the positivity of some of you, but i just cant im tired of copying.

tired of struggling everyday.

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  • Sorry to hear you're struggling. Life can be so hard sometimes. maybe give yourself a day off thinking about it and just sleep. Then treat yourself to something nice to eat and go for a walk in the woods Slight smile sometimes you have to force yourself to do things that will make you feel better even when you don't feel like doing them. Hopefully you WILL feel better at some point. And you don't need to copy the positivity of others - you'll find your own when the time is right. Just try not to give up just yet, because I've only just joined this group and it would be a shame if I never found out anything more about you Slight smile I need all the help I can get Slight smile What's a BIM surveyor? 

  • in reply to NAS71069

    Im a surveyor with a specialism in BIM - Building Information Modelling.

    so i measure large buidlings to very high accuracies to produce 3D Models of them

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