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ASDish

Its been about 5months since diagnosis.

what ive found is like im regressing more now ihave a name to call my condition.

i dont seem to be able find any balance, everything is either too much or too little.


the only thing that doesnt ruin my day is absolutely nothing. a complete absence of activity.

This makes me feel very depressed.

most days i have 2-3 suicidal thoughts. 

Whereas ive observed some have veiwed diagonsis as a freedom i see only a prison

i cant escape.

i wish i could copy the positivity of some of you, but i just cant im tired of copying.

tired of struggling everyday.

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  • I'm sorry to hear you are struggling, but I also only noticed people seeing the diagnosis as a positive. I was diagnosed just 5 weeks ago and can also feel it is like a prison and regressing into known Autistic traits even more than before.

    A name of the condition, doesn't help dealing with it.

    You say you are sick of copying, so stop. It's time to be yourself and learn who you are

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  • I'm sorry to hear you are struggling, but I also only noticed people seeing the diagnosis as a positive. I was diagnosed just 5 weeks ago and can also feel it is like a prison and regressing into known Autistic traits even more than before.

    A name of the condition, doesn't help dealing with it.

    You say you are sick of copying, so stop. It's time to be yourself and learn who you are

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