I have got to say this one big disadvantage to having autism u can put urself in dangerous uncomfortable situations when u dont know what danger signs are or what to look for in men showing there not right im the nicest kindest supportive person u would ever meet but im thinking its just getting me took advantage of but dont know how i just know that i have a bad gut feeling. For example at high school i got told was a teachers pet coz i kept getting appraisel for my work was bigging me up to say could go to art college turns out he was a peodophile. Another occasion got with my partner almost 6 years ago now his mum is mentally ill she get involved with dangerous men her latest boyfriend is a peodophile me and my fiance had to move to our own place to feel safe cut all contact from her so she dont make me ill. Now i get on with my fiance dad helped him through when suicidal told him i understand him coz he has autistic traits but now his making me feel uncomfortable he said il give u a big cuddle would u like that x ur a really good friend xx u want to feel honoured i never trust anyone outside my family x when he hugged me coz im struggling not seeing my family i let go but he wouldnt and bought me a birthday present which was expensive with a card. Now am i misunderstanding or is there something going on im scared and feel cross with myself for being so caring but thats just me.
