My dad is deliberately provoking me and pressing my buttons. He's a narcissist and is good at it. I can't take much more.
I can't live in my own flat, I can't handle it.
I don't know if I'll survive long. I'm getting bullied by men where I live every day, because I'm a well known mentally ill person. I had teenagers riding past me on bikes yesterday in a menacing way.
I've got no friends and no family members I get along with except my mother, and she prioritises my father over me, he gets things his way every time and he loves doing nothing to accommodate my Autism and doing things to make it worse. The police have been out to the house 3 times this week due to suicide threats and me getting picked up drunk while out, which was to get away from him (and I've nowhere I can go).
