I've employed a personal assistant and they're a nightmare. I'm going to have to pay them a month's wages now even though I won't meet them again. I was left angry and unable to speak after seeing them today. All they did most the time was talk at me and hardly listen at all. They made no effort to make me comfortable or support me. I feel a fool for having employed them but it's too late now.
I'm losing my flat because my neighbours terrify me. I'm having to go back to my parents who boss me around. My mum won't accept all my lifestyle habits, she won't accept who I am, she's trying to force me to speak more with other family members or wash under my arms every day even though I've told her it is a sensory nightmare for me.
The Samaritans have blocked my number as I called many times. I just feel I have no one to turn to anymore. I'm scared. I might be homeless soon. I was intimidated by several men while walking around town today, I'm not like most men. I don't know how much longer I can cope. I don't think anyone cares.
