Autism and overcontrolled personality

I wonder how many others here feel they are overcontrolled? I feel lots of us do not have much fun, always have targets for achieving and get depressed when we fail

  https://www.rodbtdenver.com/post/what-is-overcontrol#:~:text=Overcontrol%20is%20made%20up%20of%20a%20set%20of,first%2C%20and%20is%20less%20of%20the%20positive%20things.

Interesting