It was this time last year I found myself feeling lonely, hopeless on the edge with everything and everyone. Now it feels much better to have left the special needs school and experience some of my college life, despite losing half of it to the lockdown.
I’m now studying Art/Design at Croydon and have aspirations to start a freelance textiles brand (with a partnership of course). I had on and off swings on my journey and I’m talking to some new people (though I find this generation to be rather anti-social despite my autism and past experiences making me unused to their way of going about social interaction).
I had started involving myself more up till January 15th. Where I had a small series of incidents with a former crush, and whom was a good friend to me up till then. I’ve officially failed to regain her as friend, shortly after being forced to move out from my Mother’s house. But I started interacting with the group following her absence in March, shortly before COVID 19 lockdown.
But I’ve been visiting museum and galleries since then and feel optimistic for next year coming will be better than this one. Also Meetup has been helpful and I’m up to using it more often during the summer