Am I gonna be alone all my life

no, not really I have an aunt who moved in with a guy in her 50s they lived happily ever after. She is on the spectrum, him a bit eccentric ! 

i always think it so funny that word for ppl with spelling issues, dyslexia,  is so dammed hard to spell !

Thankyou 

Hello Nicholas, I met my wife when I was 27. I know other people with autism who are in a long term relationship. It's not impossible. 

When I met my wife, I was actually at a point where I already gave up and thought I was going to spend my life alone. Maybe that's what did it, I looked happy with my life and situation, and that makes you attractive to others.

I'm just coming out of a narsacist gaslighting relationship. My goal is to stay alone for the rest of my life. People are hard work. You never know what tomorrow may bring, join some groups maybe, find people with similar interests