I walked into my town centre yesterday and lots more shops were open and more people out and about. I liked it. I am not sure why this is, as I don't like people much in general and hate crowds. I think it may be that at the start of lockdown, the deserted streets with signs warning people to stay indoors felt like a dystopian world which was rather un-nerving for me, but now it's more normal it feels safer.
Anyone else experience this?
As much as I would like to try and like to be able to start my life and trying to get help with my autism, I am not enjoying the easing off the lockdown. I hate wearing masks because I am claustrophobic and I feel like I can’t breath, and also I feel like this virus is going to keep going on until the end of the year maybe next year because people aren’t listening.
They are having parties with big crowds of people, ignoring rules etc. I hate big crowds, loud noises etc but this whole virus thing has me panicked and I can’t concentrate. I just want to hibernate and wake up when it’s all over 
x
As much as I would like to try and like to be able to start my life and trying to get help with my autism, I am not enjoying the easing off the lockdown. I hate wearing masks because I am claustrophobic and I feel like I can’t breath, and also I feel like this virus is going to keep going on until the end of the year maybe next year because people aren’t listening.
They are having parties with big crowds of people, ignoring rules etc. I hate big crowds, loud noises etc but this whole virus thing has me panicked and I can’t concentrate. I just want to hibernate and wake up when it’s all over x
