Struggling

I'm struggling with depression and my mind and emotions are catastrophic. I'm not eating a lot and I'm unable to sleep, well I get some sleep but not many hours. No one takes me seriously and are no use or help. My doctor has been no help either just tries to give me pills all the time. And now anxiety is beginning to get to work as well so I'm stuck worrying all day long as well.

I usually hold a pendent which gives me comfort but it's not working anymore.