Published on 12, July, 2020
Like most with autism I dont like change and I am finding everything really overwhelming and was wondering how others were coping?
It may seem daft but I am not worried about catching it, well obviously I don’t want to catch it but I am not anxious and thinking that I am going to catch it. It’s the lockdown and lack of routine that is sending me mad. I have my set routines and now I have to stay in I cant follow my weekly routines and this is what is causing me the stress. I do feel like your going to think I am being selfish as all I have to do is stay at home and others are putting their lives at risk, I just cant snap out of it.
A few years ago I had bit of a breakdown when things changed too much and it made me really ill, I am worried this may happen again, I live on my own and am really considering ignoring all the rules and just getting out of here but I no that is wrong and I think the stress of breaking the rules would then cause me an issue.
maybe I am over reacting, what is everybody else doing to get through this?, anybody else struggling too?
I appreciate everyone's position on this and I'm sorry for those having a rough time.
Right now, I'm ok with it all - I'm enjoying the peace & quiet and I'm a bit of a hermit anyway - I've got lots of hobbies and the internet is my window to the world - so the only thing that's bugging me is not being able to go to the shops for what I want, when I want.
I do the week's shopping early in the morning at Sainsburys during their vulnerable/old fart hour. My car is currently averaging 3 weeks to the gallon!