Convicted for following Samaritans and mental health standard advice. Can anyone write a letter to support my appeal

I am pleased my request for help has been allowed back after someone complained and humiliated me further . So it feels to me. I do not want to die and seek support. I can see that the jury may also not have realised the harm they were doing in humiliating a desperate person seeking help

Dave - I apologise for being so blunt but I can't work out what you are really doing.

It seems as though you are using this forum to create a strange history log that you want to use to refer the legal profession to as proof of your Asperger's - and to give an explanation to your behaviours that got you arrested..    Even though your posts are incredibly one-sided and your questions are unbelievably weighted to illicit the 'correct' responses from the people replying.

If you're that clever, then you're playing us for fools.

If you're not, then your position is unfathomable - you have a clear path in front of you but you insist on wallowing in this self-pity hole.    Your threads always follow a similar pattern (damn this Aspie pattern recognition) where you post a loaded question and people try to help you - and it's often the same, active people from the forum.      You ignore or dismiss their answers.   You find a cloud for every silver lining.

Directly an innocent 'newbie' replies, you jump straight into your suicide shtick again to hook them in deeper.

This all makes you seem to be a deeply manipulative person - and your obsession with demanding the entire universe rolls back time so you can have your wrong 'righted' to your satisfaction just isn't going to happen.

You are not a stupid person - you're a doctor - and that is supposed to make you a 'person of good standing'.

Again, I apologise for being so blunt - others may be better with the kid-gloves approach.      I think we'd all like to help you - but you don't really seem to really want help - you appear to not want to move forwards..

Dave - I apologise for being so blunt but I can't work out what you are really doing.

It seems as though you are using this forum to create a strange history log that you want to use to refer the legal profession to as proof of your Asperger's - and to give an explanation to your behaviours that got you arrested..    Even though your posts are incredibly one-sided and your questions are unbelievably weighted to illicit the 'correct' responses from the people replying.

If you're that clever, then you're playing us for fools.

If you're not, then your position is unfathomable - you have a clear path in front of you but you insist on wallowing in this self-pity hole.    Your threads always follow a similar pattern (damn this Aspie pattern recognition) where you post a loaded question and people try to help you - and it's often the same, active people from the forum.      You ignore or dismiss their answers.   You find a cloud for every silver lining.

Directly an innocent 'newbie' replies, you jump straight into your suicide shtick again to hook them in deeper.

This all makes you seem to be a deeply manipulative person - and your obsession with demanding the entire universe rolls back time so you can have your wrong 'righted' to your satisfaction just isn't going to happen.

You are not a stupid person - you're a doctor - and that is supposed to make you a 'person of good standing'.

Again, I apologise for being so blunt - others may be better with the kid-gloves approach.      I think we'd all like to help you - but you don't really seem to really want help - you appear to not want to move forwards..

I have trust issues from past doctors behaviours. From what I've read this has just compounded them for me

Thanks plastic, I don't know if I'm the innocent newbie but I shared some deeply personal information which I then regretted making public. I managed to  delete it before it was un-deletable though. 

Of course I am desperate to find a positive way forwards and am certainly not trying to manipulate anyone. My writings and actions are all about trying to save lives as has been my whole life.  ther is absolutely no other reason for writing on here.

I do know a lot about suicide though ( I have known many who have done it) and suspect very few people understand how one can view it as a logical decision to make, which people do not have personal control over and do not want to happen, but really want the distress to have prospects of improving.

medics do not have good management and for most it is social,financial and self image (worthless failure)

no one has ever found a good way of prevention and who and Samaritans recommend talking  as being a safe a useful thing to do......... conviction is certainly not a safe or useful,thing to do to someone who,is distressed, looking for help.

to me this seems a totally inappropriate use of the malicious communication law, but i find it astounding that no one else seems to support this view. I suppose that is why the jury found me guilty, but I feel this is a death sentence for something that there was never any malicious intent. Do you think my writing on here has malicious intent?  i always  try to  help and and would dearly like the law on malicious communication to exclude genuine request for extreme distress. I feel this would be a useful legal change  that may help reduce the police aggression towards suicidality and help improve the stigma. Such is my autistic obsession 

yes I suppose we all write to get what we desire and it probably seems odd that I say I want to live but know that I have all the features of high suicide risk, with autism, major head injury, loss of career, status, humiliation, financial and relationship loss, damage to family. Police conviction.