There's no one to turn to

I got chased by a gang of NTs today and one of them punched me in the lobby of a hotel for no reason at all, other than he wanted to show how powerful he was. I screamed to the receptionist and she called the police but they never showed up. I was left to just deal with it on my own.

I realised that basically no one really cares. I have no friends. I was really scared and I didn't retaliate, I don't believe in violence. I just want to die, I hate this life. I don't understand NTs, why they are so viiolent and mean. I'm done. I'm so through with this piece of crap world.

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  • Listen to me please!...

    Its so odd youve mentioned the above...at a time when i actually did a list of all the beatings,kickings ive received in 51 yrs.

    Take out the systematic beatings i received as a child from my parents...I genuinely counted close to 70 people and approx 50 + fights...! attacks..

    I was bullied and became a bully myself for a while...

    Clearly your point refers to Autism and NT taking full advantage of this....and looking back.....i would say ALL of my attacks was to do with my Autism.

    I like to think, that ,had i been diagnosed as a child....i wouldnt have had to write such an extensive list....my diagnosis came 50yrs old...last year!

    In truth..these people are weak....and would never take on a contender...!   it truly isnt you mate!

    Im still in the process of evaluating my life events and how they all linked to Autism in so many circumstances....and as i mentioned.,,,i only wrote the list of beatings a few days ago.....It shocked me to see it in a list form!

    Youre understandably emotional at present...but give it a while and youll regroup...Plus there appears to be MANY users here that will be able to help you.

    I didnt mention my beatings to try and trump...but your comments stood out a mile to me!

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  • Listen to me please!...

    Its so odd youve mentioned the above...at a time when i actually did a list of all the beatings,kickings ive received in 51 yrs.

    Take out the systematic beatings i received as a child from my parents...I genuinely counted close to 70 people and approx 50 + fights...! attacks..

    I was bullied and became a bully myself for a while...

    Clearly your point refers to Autism and NT taking full advantage of this....and looking back.....i would say ALL of my attacks was to do with my Autism.

    I like to think, that ,had i been diagnosed as a child....i wouldnt have had to write such an extensive list....my diagnosis came 50yrs old...last year!

    In truth..these people are weak....and would never take on a contender...!   it truly isnt you mate!

    Im still in the process of evaluating my life events and how they all linked to Autism in so many circumstances....and as i mentioned.,,,i only wrote the list of beatings a few days ago.....It shocked me to see it in a list form!

    Youre understandably emotional at present...but give it a while and youll regroup...Plus there appears to be MANY users here that will be able to help you.

    I didnt mention my beatings to try and trump...but your comments stood out a mile to me!

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