There's no one to turn to

I got chased by a gang of NTs today and one of them punched me in the lobby of a hotel for no reason at all, other than he wanted to show how powerful he was. I screamed to the receptionist and she called the police but they never showed up. I was left to just deal with it on my own.

I realised that basically no one really cares. I have no friends. I was really scared and I didn't retaliate, I don't believe in violence. I just want to die, I hate this life. I don't understand NTs, why they are so viiolent and mean. I'm done. I'm so through with this piece of crap world.

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  • Hello Roswell,

    Do you have a support worker from social services? This person would accompany you so you would be safe. Do you have any support whatsoever? Get in touch with your GP and ask them to contact social services on your behalf. Tell them exactly how you are feeling. You are right, people who abuse others should be punished. You need to know that there really are people who care. For example, this is my first time on this site. I have an 18 year old son who is autistic. He does not go anywhere alone, due to abuse by strangers. Social services are allocating him a support worker so he will be able to visit places safely. You are a PERSON not an ATYPICAL and I am a PERSON not a NEUROTYPICAL. Neither of us should abuse others or be abused. We should be able to live our lives in peace and enjoy our lives the way we want to. Please firstly enlist support. If you have no-one then get to see the GP, tell him/her exactly how you are feeling and what has caused this. Ask for an appointment with a crisis team. You need to be in this world to make it better. As for friends, your social support worker will be able to take you to groups where you can meet people you can respect. Believe me Roswell, you will be able to look back at this bad time and it will be in the past. You have met bad people and you will meet good people who will support you. Like now! Best wishes.

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