Anyone want to help?

I feel my life is coming to its end stages and the NHS do nothing for me. I've been to A&E 12 times over the past 2 years, been picked up by the police loads of times. 

The system is broken. So guess I'm just wondering do any of you people want to help me?

Been bullied all my life, severe anxiety, ADHD, depression, Autism.

Parents
  • Do you have any ideas as to the triggers?....I know its often like a tornado of emotions and hard to pinpoint certain factors...but mine will be looking at facebook(seldom done, but easily enough to trigger me to want to drown the sorrows ive just dredged up) ..Is the A&E harm and alcohol based?

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  • Do you have any ideas as to the triggers?....I know its often like a tornado of emotions and hard to pinpoint certain factors...but mine will be looking at facebook(seldom done, but easily enough to trigger me to want to drown the sorrows ive just dredged up) ..Is the A&E harm and alcohol based?

Children
  • Getting judged by people in social situations triggers me. And being rejected. As so often these things happen to me in a very painful way. Where not just one person does it but a group. I even find using trains almost impossible, I begin to struggle to know where to look while the journey is ongoing and then I know I look weird, looking frantically around, then people start giving disapproving looks and exchanging looks with one another about me, then I panic and get off at the next stop and move to another carriage. Sometimes I have a full-on meltdown. The A&E was from suicide threats.