I've just realised, turning 30 recently, I've never had a girlfriend.
I have spent excessive alone time with little more than my right hand for company
Furthermore, since I was 25 I have had sex with a few prostitutes, but I've always felt that there must be more to women than that.
Over the years of my teens and 20s, I would often search "how to get a girlfriend" online, but the advice would be vague and abstract. It would say disingenious things like "join clubs for hobbies you are interested in". All of my interests are male dominated and I would find it rather insincere to join a club relating to a hobby I don't actually have just to meet those of a female persuasion.
I was cleaning vans at 28 1/4 years old and I thought "is this really it? I am at the end of my 20s with absolutely no man to woman experiences at all".
It was at that time when I searched on YouTube "How to get a girlfriend" and a video about approaching came up.
I think it was this on
Having never interacted with human females before, it seemed like a tall order, but I had to push myself a lot if I was to ever see any progress. In fact, I decided to film my interactions for later analysis. Here are my first two compilations, I have many of these videos on my computer, some of them not even edited yet!
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