So since discovering I'm on the spectrum. I realised I'm a ridiculously crazy people pleaser! Where has the assertive, honest person gone?
I used to Shake at telling people what I thought. Today I stood up for myself at being treated unfairly. I was volunteering and it's all very clicky and bitchy which I dont like anyway so already I was annoyed at being messed about by a certain person. I dont understand this play ground mentality some women have. Anyway I said my piece about what I thought was unfair then I said I'm leaving. I didnt help and I went home. I would usually stay and get more and more over whelmed. The woman I stood up to made acomment as I left but I didnt care and to be honest it felt amazing!
Yes ill see them again but they know I wont be messed around. If they decide I can no longer volunteer then I'll have more free time. The group is all related in one way or another so I'm the outsider.
This is the new me! I just wish I hadent left in the first place.
