I'm extremely lonely

I get nothing from speaking to people. I'm going to go to the beach tonight where it's quiet and drink a bottle of rum while listening to music. It's strange that being around people makes me feel so, so lonely. It feels like there is nothing more I can gain from human relationships. All I feel from others is pettiness, narrow mindedness.

  • yes, not everyone is the same though but crikey I do understand what you are saying. When all I seem to attract are people that are out to use me its really hard to keep it together but I still do believe that SOME people are generally good people and not out for what they can get. Trust no one implicitly before much time has passed, its a hard lesson to learn but so important for us especially. 

  • After I was on the beach I went to the town centre and would you believe it! A homeless guy who talks to me sometimes came to speak to me and convinced me to buy him a bottle of vodka and coca cola. And even after doing that, he was still trying to wrangle more out of me. Then 4 guys came out of nowhere and started pulling him away from me and saying to me he does this with everyone, he's a manipulator. So I was lucky there. But I walked home alone, and I just wish there was more to life than this!

  • Oh I feel the same. Selfish, petty, low morals that's the majority of people around here. As I've gotten older I've given up with people. I dont understand them at all