I am in the process of trying to get a diagnosis.... it’s not going well, and by this I mean it’s going extremely slowly and is driving me crazy. I can usually hold a part time job for around 6 months, but it’s starting to get harder and harder. I don’t know what to do. I need help, but I don’t know where to go. How can I work like this? What support could I get? Do I need to wait for my diagnosis? I really want to go back to uni, but I’ve been before and had to drop out so now I don’t have student finance for the first year and need to save up for it, how on earth can I save up for this without a full time job and with all my wage going on rent? Is this even possible? I feel like there’s no hope. I just want to work with animals and nature, I can’t do anything else I just can’t handle it :( I want a purpose, I want to be a scientist and make a difference! But I don’t know how to get there, I don’t know where to go or who to ask and I hate this ‘in between’ stage of things. My functioning is slowly decreasing and I can feel myself slipping into this rut. I really really really need help :(