So I run an amateur youth theatre group. Back in December (before I was diagnosed) 2 of my team start ganging up on me and trying to take over. One in particular said they didn't like how I treated them. The Christmas show was full of bad feelings and then they left and started their own theatre group as they didn't like how I did things.
Tonight I am taking some of my group to see their very first show. I am trying to be the better person. I remind myself that the only experience they have doing theatre is through my group.
My feelings however are deeply hurt. They have turned to people for help who used to help with my group and they have children in theirs who used to help with my group.
One person in particular was so upset with me he went and complained to my pretend brothers about me and neither of them have spoken to me since last December. Tonight is the first time I will see him (the theatre guy not my brother) he will probably blank me. So much of me wants to have it out with him though !
I just feel awful. A big part of me wants them to fail and I feel really bad about that. I just don't know what to do or how I should act.
Any advice would be welcome.
