So alone!!

I want to let myself feel! I want to love my wife! I want to love my family! I want to love the people who say they are my friends! But I can’t, I’ve been betrayed by people who I let in before, I’ve been burnt(not literally) and I can’t allow myself to feel that pain again. I’m so alone, I don’t trust anyone! I expect everyone to hurt me given the chance! 

Don’t know what I’m expecting to get from posting this, doesn’t really matter what people say, these thoughts and feelings are firmly engrained in my f##ked up brain. 

I’m so tired of this sh#t!

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    • Hello I am very sorry you are going through a very dark and difficult time. I am not prying into your life and problems but just want you to know there are people out there who really truly care and they do mean it sincerely. I wondered have you been  to see your Doctor, don't be scared to go and have a wee chat with him/ Her. And if you require any medication they would hopefully give you something that might help. Have you a trusted family member or close friend who would go with you if you felt to nervous to go alone to your Doctor. I will keep you in my thoughts and Prayers and hope to hear some better news soon from you. May you know you have caring friends on this forum.  Fluffy..
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    • Hello I am very sorry you are going through a very dark and difficult time. I am not prying into your life and problems but just want you to know there are people out there who really truly care and they do mean it sincerely. I wondered have you been  to see your Doctor, don't be scared to go and have a wee chat with him/ Her. And if you require any medication they would hopefully give you something that might help. Have you a trusted family member or close friend who would go with you if you felt to nervous to go alone to your Doctor. I will keep you in my thoughts and Prayers and hope to hear some better news soon from you. May you know you have caring friends on this forum.  Fluffy..
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