I want to let myself feel! I want to love my wife! I want to love my family! I want to love the people who say they are my friends! But I can’t, I’ve been betrayed by people who I let in before, I’ve been burnt(not literally) and I can’t allow myself to feel that pain again. I’m so alone, I don’t trust anyone! I expect everyone to hurt me given the chance!
Don’t know what I’m expecting to get from posting this, doesn’t really matter what people say, these thoughts and feelings are firmly engrained in my f##ked up brain.
I’m so tired of this sh#t!
approach your GP for a suitable medication to change your mood.
I’m on propranolol.