Hi I've been with my partner for 9 years we have 3 children whilst pregnant found out son autistic my older son is autistic also my daughter has ehcp and speech delay looking like youngest got speech delay
My partner is so random and caused me so much heart ache and stress he leaves all the time always in mood mental issues just been through 18 months of hell I feel so isolated and lonely I'm 40 this year I cry all the time because we argue about the trouble he causes I try keep it all together for the kids but I keep thinking if I can keep doing this or not