Hi I'm worried I may not be myself at the interview when I'm conscious they are looking for traits. I know we are talking about highly trained individuals but I'm concerned I may try too hard, (for example to maintain eye contact), or the opposite to help secure a diagnosis.
I'm 55, and there's no-one to confirm childhood behaviours, so it feels like it's all down to my "performance" which is adding to my current obsessive consideration of my condition, plus my anxiety.
I need to be able to explain my past 55 years, with time and reason and rationale, not face a judge for 60 minutes and you're in or out.
Thanks for help/suggestions.