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Hi guys. I'm really in desperate need of some help/support.
I've been employed by a well known retail outlet that has a store in my village, for nearly 9 years. It has always been a struggle, but in general, I've so far managed reasonably well. I was promoted up to a lower management level, but was "highly recommended" to step down or risk being "disciplined out of the busininess for underperforming" to the level expected of me. This was purely for my lack of people skills (telling people to speed up, work harder, tell them off when in the wrong, etc). After the demotion, I became a well established low level member of staff given tasks that were in the area's I was strongest (computer based work and stock management), and effectively given near immunity to having to go on the till which I found very stressful (but at the time, had no diagnosis of ASD's, only anxiety disorder and depression). I enjoyed my job. To a degree, anyway.
But this is where my problem begins.
This year, the company moved some managers around, one of which, being mine. The new manager we got, claims to be very charity orientated and understanding of people with disabilities. The first day she started at our store, I was happy and ready to get along (or at least try), and to show some openness and honesty, admitted to her that I was on a waiting list for an assessment of whether I had Asperger's syndrome, but it has it's strength's, such as my in depth knowledge of the ordering system and attention to detail.
Was it worth it? No! My whole shift pattern changed continually. I was constantly being put on till. I rarely got the time I needed to complete the tasks I was doing to the depth I was used to. And I was constantly being told off for being too slow, underperforming and her feeling like she couldnt see what i was being paid 39 hours of work for. Does this constitute as emotional blackmail?!
For the record, I was successfully diagnosed with Asperger syndrome 2 months ago, and my mum came with me to work straight after the consultation to inform my manager there and then of my condition etc. A few weeks later, my GP then wrote a letter for me to hand in to work as a brief guide as to what can be done to help me. He did this as a letter/report from the team that diagnosed me could take quite a while. Yet, nothing has changed.
Today for example, I was litterally on the till for 7 - 7.5 hours out of 9. I had one ciggarette break, and did not stop at all! Was it good enough? No!
She actually tried to say at one point, "this is what needs to be done everyday. If he (another member of staff) can do it, what are you doing with the 39 hours your here?!" "To be fair, i'm always on the till", I replied, to which she dismissed as trash, effectively calling me a lazy liar!
I can not defend myself in an arguement, as I get what I can only describe as a "grey out". Not quite a black out, but my vision darkens and I get really dizzy and feel sick. So I never argue my point for fear of passing out.
I feel so heavilly taken advantage of, and that my health means nothing!
Please. Can anyone suggest anything that could help me. Personal. Legal. Anything!!
I'm now on 3 medications and am teary every day. Struggling to make it through.
I appreciate ANY input you people can give me. Thank you for reading..
Thank you.
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