Never had help

Hey all, I’m new to this and not a good talker.

i find out I had autism when I was 19 and that was four years ago. School and childhood life was hard, I have any happy memories of it really. Anyway I’ve still not had help or even a description of how autism affects me and I’m still not getting any help and tbh it’s a relief to know I have it but I still feel extremely alone in the world as I’m still left without help. I live in the north west of England and they’re aren’t any places to help with autism so I’m at a loss. I’ve actually reached a point where I’ve had enough of dealing with my perks on my own. I need help now and I can’t wait any longer.