Back into unpaid and paid work

I want to resume my job at the hospital charity shop. I have to ring tomorrow morning to speak to manager and am terrified she will say no cos i messed her about last time when i was poorly. But i loved it there and i feel so well these days. I want a second chance.

I have also applied for a voluntary position at my local over 50s centre.

My aim is to work with the elderly as a paid job. I have found one AND they will train me up as i wished for. But i don't want to jump straight into a full time job so for now it's just in my head. However, i am going to book in with my advisor at the job centre and see if she can find a job where i can start with just one or two days a week.

I just hope i'm not running before i can walk as it has only been a couple of months since i was last ill.

Fingers crossed this is a new light for me.

Anne.