Nostalgia and obsession with the past

I live in the past. I fear the responsibilities that adult life brings; I endure bittersweet nostalgia for my childhood and schooldays, when things were safe, predictable, structured, choice was limited and my anxieties were safely contained. My past seems like a golden age, a perfect time, like a perpetual summer.

I am immature, emotionally, that is. I don't feel my age, and I am anxious nearly all the time. It is because of my anxiety that I yearn for a simpler time.

Are there others who are trapped in the past?

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  • Personally I avoid clubs, but others on the spectrum might like them, some might even crave them, particularly those who also have ADHD.

    I don't wear makeup and this might explain why people often think I am still at school, and I don't dye my hair either, neither do I keep up with the latest fashions.

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  • Personally I avoid clubs, but others on the spectrum might like them, some might even crave them, particularly those who also have ADHD.

    I don't wear makeup and this might explain why people often think I am still at school, and I don't dye my hair either, neither do I keep up with the latest fashions.

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