Work and Life

Hi,

Have been a while since I posted here, having big problems at work and outside of it. I have been very angry about things at work, I don't know where to start. The biggest problems I have is complaints about my performance, I am consistently compared to 2 other members of our team (team of 4 in total). One of those I don't feel is fair because I don't feel he has the capability of doing the work I have done, the other one is literally this incredible person. I don't know how they work so fast, although I have been credited with the quality of my work in the past, recently not though. The meetings with my line manager are getting hostile and having a huge effect on me, which comes back in to my performance again. I have been through the changes at work, but I feel they have largely been igonred, the only thing that has improved is the reduction on the reliance of skype conversations.. One problem I have is that my skills are now outdated, so finding alternative employment is extremely dificult (or unlikely). We are moving to newer technologies imminently, so I am just trying to hang on to that. 

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  • Thanks for all the replies, things seem to get worse Today. Another colleague finished his work and he was assigned to work together with me. Just at the point I was going to complete a bunch of tasks I had been working on. I have been asked to work with him to assist him to get to grips with the system. So working with him, and all tasks are recorded with him assigned as person fixing. I am called in to an interrogation by my line manager. Has basically put all fault with me, and saying my output is not where it should be. He talks very quickly which I find difficult. He is the person who has been given the responsibility for implementing my changes. I do feel he is looking to kick me out. As he was given me a talking down, I could see his face smirking so he seems to be enjoying it. Work know I suffer from Depression and am at times suicidal, so I am pretty angry at this. We also had a presentation about bonus the other day which is changing, and its all down to personal contribution

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  • Thanks for all the replies, things seem to get worse Today. Another colleague finished his work and he was assigned to work together with me. Just at the point I was going to complete a bunch of tasks I had been working on. I have been asked to work with him to assist him to get to grips with the system. So working with him, and all tasks are recorded with him assigned as person fixing. I am called in to an interrogation by my line manager. Has basically put all fault with me, and saying my output is not where it should be. He talks very quickly which I find difficult. He is the person who has been given the responsibility for implementing my changes. I do feel he is looking to kick me out. As he was given me a talking down, I could see his face smirking so he seems to be enjoying it. Work know I suffer from Depression and am at times suicidal, so I am pretty angry at this. We also had a presentation about bonus the other day which is changing, and its all down to personal contribution

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