Why bother making friends I say
When i know I'm going to lose them in a day
What's the point, what does it matter
I say, sitting there getting fatter
I don't know what I'm doing wrong
I never seem to keep them for long
I try my best to make them glad
But it always ends up with me feeling sad
You trample on my heart like a wild bear
You just don't seem to care
Why, why I sigh
So in the end I don't even try
I sit there silently, only wanting to talk to myself or less
And give other people a rest
So now you know when you say
Do you want to play?
Why I say nay.
i hope you dont mind i have printed this to use with my homeschooling for my 14 year old son.
we find it hard to talk about his anxietites and aspergers so this is helpful.
wow I did not think it was that good and it was just a silly thing I did when I was bored in class and of course I don't mind I'm delighted that I am able to help you and your son out.
That's beautiful, LilySnape.
I've lost a few friends suddenly and I just didn't understand. I tried so hard to be a good friend, and then she turned on me for no apparent reason. It makes me scared to really risk being vulnerable to people. I tried to make amends and ask why. What did I do? It really was a lovely poem that hit a note within me.
Never had any real friends, I don't think. Just people who feign friendliness, borrow money or use me, then leave me sat on my own.
I totally get what you mean, I'd rather be on my own than have friends nowadays
i'm very selective these days.often find those who are outwardly 'friendly' when theres a lot of people around are the least reliable when things go *** up.a lot of people have to be seen as doing something, not because they want to, but more to show others that they 'care'.everytime i have a melt down, everyones like, yeah lets meet up, but it never happens, and normal service is resumed after 2 weeks.
What are your meltdowns like?
Do they alienate your so called friends?
Have you explained to them what's happening?
Hi Lilysnape I found your poem sad but very well thought out and written, well done you.
I did click the “ like” button,a bit impersonal so thank you. Take care ()
I can totally relate to that!
Even the friends I had for years and years, friends I totally trusted, can suddenly act like "é"&&ç&é§ I feel so lucky to be married to a wonderful and understanding husband otherwise life would be unbearable.