Why bother making friends?

Why bother making friends I say

When i know I'm going to lose them in a day

What's the point, what does it matter

I say, sitting there getting fatter

I don't know what I'm doing wrong

I never seem to keep them for long

I try my best to make them glad

But it always ends up with me feeling sad

You trample on my heart like a wild bear

You just don't seem to care

Why, why I sigh

So in the end I don't even try

I sit there silently, only wanting to talk to myself or less

And give other people a rest

So now you know when you say

Do you want to play?

Why I say nay. 

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  • What are your meltdowns like?

    Do they alienate your so called friends?

    Have you explained to them what's happening?

  • i'm very selective these days.
    often find those who are outwardly 'friendly' when theres a lot of people around are the least reliable when things go *** up.

    a lot of people have to be seen as doing something, not because they want to, but more to show others that they 'care'.

    everytime i have a melt down, everyones like, yeah lets meet up, but it never happens, and normal service is resumed after 2 weeks.