I know that this may sound strange, but have you ever thought about what your theme music could be, if your life was a TV show?
I think that mine would be Up! by Shania Twain, especially the chorus:
Up, up, upCan only go up from hereUp, up, upWhere the clouds gonna clearUp, up, upThere's no way but up from here
I actually have been thinking about it, and in a Discord (a computer and phone app for gaming and making a online community) group we have talked about what our theme songs would be. For me, it would have to either be "As The Lights Go Out" by DAGames.
As The Lights Go Out lyrics:"Stone cold, in the middle of a circusBut the lights are all on youTry to fake a smile but the curtain draws on you"
Those are the first few lines of the song, and they really resonate with me. There is a second song for my theme but I have chosen to not put it in because of the lyrics.