Haven't felt very good recently

As of recent, I haven't felt very good. My health, my sense of the world etc is slowly making me not want to live. 

I just feel so out of place. I feel misunderstood by many and everyday I have felt more annoyed with the world. 

• I just feel like a failure at times and I feel rubbish. I haven't had many friends but want some. And interaction is very difficult and hard. I struggle with everything and don't know what to do. I feel like screaming at times with how annoyed I am. I hope people understand where I am coming from.