New to all of this and just saying hello

Hi im 46 years old and from the west midlands 

I have always suffered with various mental health issues such as depression and now PTSD  due to an abused childhood and my brother being stabbed to death in a fight but my mental health team think some of my depression and PTSD have been masking autism so ive been refereed for an asd assessment july 12

very nervous to be honest hate being took out of my comfort zone guess im a creature of habbit always have been