experience with therapist

hi everyone,

I am very concern the way i am being treated by my specialist as I felt they are forcing to adapt the normal enviroment and i am very traumatizing. I had been hurting myself alot these night with lots of bruises and cant sleep due to the depression.

my specialist had been forcing me to put down my special interest in disney characters, fairy tale and costumed characters and adapt the mainstream enviroment. they even force me to interact with someone I don't like (my peers). My peers loves things like sport and watching television whcih i don't like. 

In my world, i like playing with the children and we play together around my area with toys and dolls. the reason i like interacting with the children because they share interest like me. but my specialist is forcing me not to hang out with them because of age difference eventhought no one mind about it. their parent don't bother about this and no one care about this. but they still force me not to hang out with someone who shares interest like me while interact with someone don't have interest like me. they are doing this to me because of my age and i feel like they are bullying me. 

i am very traumatized but no adult are listening to me as they all are on my specialist side just because this lady is a therapist. if i talk to my parent about it, they will punnish me for not being greatful to my specialist. I have no one on my side. I need help.

I am being forced to adapting an enviroment that i don't like. I am very very traumatized.

Does anyone here is on myside and think it's okay of what i like to be doing as i need help.

reminder i am someone at my very late teen.

Parents Reply

  • based on "but making accusations of cowardice is defamation of character and misappropriating autistic people’s need for solitude to act on your behalf is discrimination ~ which is therefore against the community rules," why is that discrimination, i'm not discriminating any one wth disbility, i'm just raising my voice for the autistic people's right of being in their world and they do not have to follow the social norm and age apropriate things as long as they are not hurting anyone like interacting with children or loving toys and dolls.

    You were treating us as if we were your slaves, and you insulted us for not being brave slaves but instead cowards ~ because 'we' were not doing what 'you' wanted 'us' to do.

    Calling people cowards 'is' defamation of character, and decreeing your interests as being more important than other peoples required activities ~ 'is' discrimination.

    Defaming and discriminating against people is hurtful and being autistic does not make that acceptable ~ because this is an autistic website forum, and there are two sets of rules you have broken ~ with two from the first set being:

    4. Be nice to one another and enjoy chatting with others. We encourage conversation and respectful debate; however, insulting posts or comments making personal jibes will not be tolerated.


    6. This is a hate-free zone for autistic people, their families and friends, and professionals working in the field. We do not permit sexism, homophobia, racism, anti-Semitism, religious intolerance, transphobia, disability hate speech, obscenities or pornography to be posted or linked to here.


    And with the third rule that you broke from the second set as being:

    1. Content must not be obscene, defamatory or libellous, vulgar, sexually orientated, hateful, threatening, or in violation of any laws.


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