Published on 12, July, 2020
hi everyone,
I am very concern the way i am being treated by my specialist as I felt they are forcing to adapt the normal enviroment and i am very traumatizing. I had been hurting myself alot these night with lots of bruises and cant sleep due to the depression.
my specialist had been forcing me to put down my special interest in disney characters, fairy tale and costumed characters and adapt the mainstream enviroment. they even force me to interact with someone I don't like (my peers). My peers loves things like sport and watching television whcih i don't like.
In my world, i like playing with the children and we play together around my area with toys and dolls. the reason i like interacting with the children because they share interest like me. but my specialist is forcing me not to hang out with them because of age difference eventhought no one mind about it. their parent don't bother about this and no one care about this. but they still force me not to hang out with someone who shares interest like me while interact with someone don't have interest like me. they are doing this to me because of my age and i feel like they are bullying me.
i am very traumatized but no adult are listening to me as they all are on my specialist side just because this lady is a therapist. if i talk to my parent about it, they will punnish me for not being greatful to my specialist. I have no one on my side. I need help.
I am being forced to adapting an enviroment that i don't like. I am very very traumatized.
Does anyone here is on myside and think it's okay of what i like to be doing as i need help.
reminder i am someone at my very late teen.
I can understand that you feel angry about your therapist and parents asking you to stop doing what you enjoy and have been enjoying for a long time.
They are trying to explain that Peter Pan is a fictitious character who unfortunately cannot exist in real life.
Have you ever though that your love of Disney and fairy tales might be an asset. How about using your love and knowledge of these things to entertain children at birthday parties and children in care homes? You must have developed quite an insight into what it is about these characters and tales that children really enjoy.
just want to know why having autism cant be a freepass of anything. why they still need to follow the social rule eventhought they have problem with social integration or the social rule are hurting them like age difference rules, age expectance and things like that. why can autistic people just do what comfort them and dont grow. you see, i hate my therapist. she is very nasty.