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NAS15974
over 6 years ago

As an adult (30) Asperger sufferer, I still struggle with being withdrawn because of the potential grief that I may recieve.

Any ideas how to help myself with this? Tired of being angry at my anxiety all the time... Medication and therapy has assisted but I'm still stuck trying to survive this horrid condition. I just want to be free to be me.

Having lost my entire PIP claim because I sacrifice myself to work, it appears that my wellbeing is of little concern to the powers that be. The harsh reality that I may as well be regarded as a write off with no chance to appeal because I'm too 'weak' to protect myself from life without a fakehood is a sickening afterthought.

I'm looking for something better than this.

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  • over 5 years ago in reply to NAS15974

    I had a Narcissistic Father. - I can somewhat empathise with the hate you're feeling. But the best thing I ever did is cut him out, completely. I started playing his games, and wanting to hurt him like he hurt me. I knew it was working, but you start thinking "I'm just as bad as them, except I know better." 

    Also, this world is a twisted place, I agree with a lot of your points, so I find it hard to advise since I'm not really dealing with this world either. People are selfish, they play games to better themselves. If a person doesn't fit in society, they get medicated and indoctrinated to this 'perfect lifestyle'.  

    The thing is, are you gonna let these feelings win? Or are you gonna push past and find meaning in life, and people to confide in.  I haven't got to that point yet. I feel like it won't happen, but it's nice to keep pushing. 

    Good luck in the battles to come. Hope my rambling helps you- even if somewhat.

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  • over 5 years ago in reply to The Foyster
    The Foyster said:
    The thing is, are you gonna let these feelings win? Or are you gonna push past and find meaning in life, and people to confide in

    A very sound and wise point..... and as you allude, it takes time and guts to let go of everyone’s expectations and their drive to force a square ND peg into a round NT hole.....rather than examine and understand who you are, they will keeping forcing...which can have consequences for your wellbeing.

    Foyster.... by recognising it,...you have already made a start. ...