Friendship issues

Whenever I get close to people they leave.  I cannot hold a strong, close friendship with anyone for more than a couple of years as they always end up leaving me.  Unfortunately, my mental health falls apart whenever this happens, my depression and anxiety gets a lot worse as I always feel that there is something wrong with me or that I am a horrible person.

Just wondering if anyone else feel this way?

Parents
  • Yes...

    mother walked out when I was 14

    then after a couple of years moved in with her

    tgen she kicked me out

    2 years homeless

    1 x failed marriage

    no friends

    mother hasn't spoken to me for 3 yrs

    ....nor has my sister 

    it is tough, isn't it...fear of isolation, fear if trying to bond with others..

    unfortunately my self worth/esteem has now whittled yo nothing and leads me at risk if being exploited by others as I crave acceptance xxx 

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  • Yes...

    mother walked out when I was 14

    then after a couple of years moved in with her

    tgen she kicked me out

    2 years homeless

    1 x failed marriage

    no friends

    mother hasn't spoken to me for 3 yrs

    ....nor has my sister 

    it is tough, isn't it...fear of isolation, fear if trying to bond with others..

    unfortunately my self worth/esteem has now whittled yo nothing and leads me at risk if being exploited by others as I crave acceptance xxx 

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