Failing to care about myself

If I could spend the rest of my life in bed and simply just give up, I would... We are all dying, much like our own star. Getting brighter and brighter until it gets too much and collapses into small glowing object, a fraction of what it once was. Consciousness is the same. I love my lucid dreams, where I'm truely free from myself and the burden of existential burn out.

I've accepted this fate that immortality is not for us. So when do I get to leave to never have the need to feel better?

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  • Dear NAS15974

    So sorry you sound so very low tonight.  Please consider phoning the Samaritans - they give confidential, non-judgemental emotional support, 24 hours a day on 116 123, or you can contact them by email on jo@samaritans.org.

    Sending you good wishes.

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