Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi everyone!
I’m not sure if this is just a me thing. Every time I have to have a shower, my anxiety goes crazy! My brain immediately starts thinking about the water and the wet hair and the in-between of wet and dry!
It's so frustrating! Once I shower, I’m usually okay but I can’t tell if I’m getting over-stimulated or not!
As Guybrush says, it's a sensory thing I think.
I shower my body but manage to avoid my face or hair getting wet - I've got that off to a 'fine art' over the years.
Then I wash my hair separately over the bath with a hand shower (again, avoiding my face getting wet).
I was hopeless at swimming lessons at school partly due to being unable to see much but also a fear of water + my face getting wet.
My teacher told me to put my face in a bucket of water each night to get used to my face getting wet which I then did and developed an even deeper fear and anxiety about water through doing so.
You are not alone.
I actually prefer to bath but it's not so quick.