I am potentially at huge risk from midday, next Wednesday. If you only had 5 days left to BE, to EXIST, what would you do?
I like everyone else here are really concerned about you Ellie! You need to find a safe refuge somewhere for yourself and your lad very soon. Not sure what else to say other than that people here care and support you, try to be logical and strong and get yourself and your lad out of potential danger. ((()))