Published on 12, July, 2020
Hello All.
I was told by my wife today that things are not more difficult for me they are just different... I think word “just” hurt a bit. I agree that “differences” it is better description than illness etc. But aren’t differences more challenging in mainstream society or NT family ?
I’m curious what you think. Thanks.
Hi Jan,
I agree with you. A person born with one arm is 'different', too. Is life equally not more difficult for them in your wife's view? She might argue that a physical disability is another matter. It isn't.
Certain things are more difficult for us. Difficulty with understanding body language and gestures, for instance. Less than 10% of communication is verbal. That puts us at a very big disadvantage compared to NTs. Routines is another example. For NTs, being asked to drop what they're doing and do something else straight away can often be a nuisance or an inconvenience. With me, it would be very difficult and be a cause for a large degree of stress. And because I don't look different from any other NT, it's expected that I shouldn't behave any different. So if I say 'No, I'm sorry, I can't just stop doing this', I then get accused of being 'fussy', 'uncooperative' or 'inflexible.' A colleague at work seemed to think that I was being selfish and unreasonable by not giving her a lift home from work one evening. She lives less than a mile from work, but in a part of the city that takes me out of my way and makes me late getting home by about 15 minutes. A minor inconvenience for most people. I had to explain to her, though, that that 15 minutes makes a lot of difference to my evening routines.
So... I'm on your side!
All the best,
Tom
PS I was intrigued by the title of this thread! I was wondering what to expect!
Auto-correct text is the culprit, I expect...
I like my left thigh, we get along and we have an understanding. My left thigh is ND.
my right thigh I also like but don’t really get. My right thigh is NT. But I can either accept that my right thigh exists and try to get on with it or ask to have it amputated.
between my two thighs is a gap. This is called the “gulf of understanding”
:)