Published on 12, July, 2020
Warning.
This will sound like an insane rant from a rambling drunk autistic having a nightmare.
It's see strange how antxieties (spelling ok ?) from the day enter our dreams and turn them into nightmares.
I am a poor cook and often buy ready made meals to microwave.
Yesterday, instead of buying a complete meal for one. I decided to buy and cook the components separately.
In a cheap supermarket I saw cut price, cooked chicken slices and cut price sauce which included veg and spices.
I measured, washed and cooked my own rice. (I hate the overpriced precooked packages of rice which just need microwave).
I read the chicken instructions carefully. I'm terrified of getting food poisoning again. It was pre cooked, cooled and packed in a vacuum. Packaged in UK but sourced from Brazil. Why Brazil? I thought we had enough chickens here in the UK.
My anxiety levels went through the roof. Is the meat safe am I going to get poisoning
Ate the whole meal and during the night my nightmares started.
I was shopping at two shops or was I running a shop ? A rival had cheaper bacon because the had a cheaper source. My shop burnt down or did it explode because of a chemical reaction in the food. Iot food from the new source, is it clean? I don't know? How did the shop explode/burn down? Which town was I in ? What year is it?
Where am I?
I try to eat a varied balance.
Breakfast I prepare at home. A choice of cereals with milk or boiled eggs, or fried bacon & eggs.
Lunch sometimes at home, other times a pub meal if I'm in the city centre. My current favourite is a carvery with choice of meat (chicken, pork, gammon, turkey) with Chips, roast or mashed and several vegetables. All for under £5. Or a £2 box meal from Morrison's, chicken & chips which I eat sitting on a park bench.
Evening dinner, at home raw salad with eggs or pork slices, or a microwave meal.
Sometimes I buy Chinese takeaway or traditional fish and chips.
I miss takeaways :( We can't get deliveries where I live.